once again this beautiful pain inside

it never stops, and it comes back over and over again; i saw her just for a couple of minutes, she was specialy beautiful today, her curly black hair, her pale skin, and those eyes....she catch my soul, i dont know how, i used to hate her or something like that but now i just dont know, this feeling is very weird, just like me, i dont know if she feels the same, but thinking again they never feels the same.....so i think life is this way, but is hard to survive; sometimes i would like to yell at her that i love her but i just cant, she looks so cold, so strong, just like an ice queen.....

Ice Queen

When leaves have fallen
And skies turned into grey.
The night keeps on closing in on the day
A nightingale sings his song of farewell
You better hide for her freezing hell

On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?You better believe it.

When she embraces
Your heart turns to stone
She comes at night when you are all alone
And when she whispers
Your blood shall run cold
You better hide before she finds you

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

She covers the earth with a breathtaking cloak
The sun awakes and melts it away
The world now opens its eyes and sees
The dawning of a new day

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

(Within temptation, "ice queen")