i survived another st. valentine

bueno es 15 de febrero y aun estoy respirando( porque muy vivo que digamos no ehh) otrao maldito día de san Valentin ha quedado atras y me alegro por eso,,, que se cree el pendejo ese de cupido que por traer pañal todos ibamos a estar con nuestra cara de idiotas y con una flecha incrustada en el trasero amandonos mutuamente, y aparte del sentido consumista e hipocrita del dia que le ven de bueno, las empresas de paletitas en forma de corazon se hacen ricas, tambien los idiotas que fabrican los globos y para que, para que gastes una fortuna en regalitos para la estupida de tu novia que sin el menor aviso un mes despues del pinche san valentin te va a poner el cuerno con su primo o simplemente te va a salir con que es lesbiana..........ayer el 80% de la gente que conozco (excluyendo a la comunidad blogger de la fac) me preguntaron que que tenia de malo san valentin, que porque no me gustaba, y yo pregunto, y que chingados tiene de bueno, es solo un maldito dia mas, un dia en que es legal ser cursi, un dia en que todos te ven feo si tu novia(o) no trae un globito, dulcesito o cualquier otra mercancia en forma de corazon. Y que pasa con los otros 364 dias, las parejitas que destilan miel en cada esquina el dia de sn. valentin los demas dias se estan agarrando de la greña en esa misma esquina; porque no hacen un dia de san sinceridad y cada quien le dice al otro lo que realmente piensa, no claro seria un golpe grandisimo para muchos, y a parte no podrian vender tarjetas diciendo: "feliz san sinceridad, creo que eres un idiota" o paletitas en forma de "olo", pero bueno creo que hay cosas que nunca cambian como que a mi nunca me va a gustar el 14 de febrero y no van a instituir san sinceridad. asi pues despues del grito de "el amor apeeeestaaa" yo me despido.

back to school

ok so i was very excited of coming back to school but now i realize that i want to be on vacation again, but well what can i do?. the school day started with bad news, a horrible 6 in my "cultura eurpoea" paper, awful isn´t it? so i promise i have to be better next semester, i have to beat some people.

now im thinking about my position in this world, and i think about my desire of leave this place and take the adventure, so i apoligize to all my friends if i become a little bit greedy but i have to save money, so in six months i hope to write something to all of you from Canada, thats the reason b´cause i have to beat some people at school.

but well changing subject i think im glad to see some of you again, specially those who i think that have "something" and worth a word, and Sofia if you read these please keep writing blogs you are a genius doing it.

bueno, buenote, quien lo pensaria no?

pues resulte aragorn, que loco no?

once again this beautiful pain inside

it never stops, and it comes back over and over again; i saw her just for a couple of minutes, she was specialy beautiful today, her curly black hair, her pale skin, and those eyes....she catch my soul, i dont know how, i used to hate her or something like that but now i just dont know, this feeling is very weird, just like me, i dont know if she feels the same, but thinking again they never feels the same.....so i think life is this way, but is hard to survive; sometimes i would like to yell at her that i love her but i just cant, she looks so cold, so strong, just like an ice queen.....

Ice Queen

When leaves have fallen
And skies turned into grey.
The night keeps on closing in on the day
A nightingale sings his song of farewell
You better hide for her freezing hell

On cold wings she's coming
You better keep moving
For warmth, you'll be longing
Come on just feel it
Don't you see it?You better believe it.

When she embraces
Your heart turns to stone
She comes at night when you are all alone
And when she whispers
Your blood shall run cold
You better hide before she finds you

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

She covers the earth with a breathtaking cloak
The sun awakes and melts it away
The world now opens its eyes and sees
The dawning of a new day

Whenever she is raging
She takes all life away
Haven't you seen?
Haven't you seen?
The ruins of our world

(Within temptation, "ice queen")